You don't get it do you
I don't think you ever will
but I need you to understand
that I love you still
my hearts still broken
maybe it'll never heal
you made me believe in "us"
everything felt so real
but it was all just pretend
and you're with her now
even after all we've been through
I still don't get how
how you made me fall so fast
and how I loved you so much
how you made me cry over you
feeling so lost without your touch
you meant everything to me
my first love and I thought you'd be my last
but nothing lasts forever
and maybe you're just a thing of the past
that's not how I want it though
I want to laugh with you and just ride around
be held in your arms at night
have you kiss me and not hear any other sound
you said you were sorry you ever hurt me
but maybe I'm better off just letting go
I know it won't be that easy
I've tried before you know
I'll be hurt if I hold on
and I'll be hurt if I try to forget
just know you're in my heart still
and loving you I don't regret
