Now I Finally See

by Chelsea R.   May 17, 2005


I just wanted you to know
loving you isn't what I regret
and I wouldn't take it back
that's not the part I want to forget

it's that you never cared for real
that everything was just a lie
you didn't want to be with me
all I ever did was cry

you broke my heart over and over
and you made me fall apart
I just couldn't keep it together anymore
but things weren't bad from the start

I use to really think things were great
that I loved you and you loved me
but all those times you lied
and I was just too blind to see

when you would say you were at your dads
it was really her you were seeing
I never wanted to believe it
I never even thought about leaving

all those times you told me you love me
and when you said I was your one and only
that was all just you playing me
in the end I was left lonely

it's not loving you that I regret
it's knowing every time I waited for you to call
you were out with her and never thinking of me
and I loved you through it all

it's not loving you that I regret
it's knowing that I wasn't enough for you
you always had another girl on the side
still I stayed even after I knew

I wonder now why I did that
why I never broke up with you first
maybe become I really did love you
and that made it even worse

you made my world break apart
finding out that when you meant the most to me
I didn't mean one thing to you
but it's too late, and now I finally see

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