Today is no ordinary day
It’s scary and fearful in its own special way
People are talking but I can’t hear a thing
Because all I can hear is the pain my heart brings
Waiting for the day I will finally awake
I am ashamed and confused of the choices I make
Looking for a place where I can belong
I know I have to stay strong
I can never show how much pain I am in
I know there is no way I will ever win