I now have to face life with no friends,
As I lost them all to something that can never be mends,
They gave me so much pain that night,
As if I didn’t mean a thing to them and it gave me a really bad fright,
For I thought that they loved me and cared for me like friends should,
Although I did not see it but I wish I could,
I wish I could just get over it all,
But the happiness I once had could never be re-stalled.
I’m pushing my smiles on my face,
So no one can see me falling from this race,
This race I am trying to win,
But all I do is sin.
My life is so fake,
And its something I can no longer take,
Sooner or later I will break,
Hopefully break free from what seems to be my fate,
As I lay and cry to sleep,
I wish I didn’t have to keep,
All this pain that hurts so bad
I don’t want to be this sad
It just makes me so mad
That’s why tonight will be the last
The last of my pain and sorrow
As I lay and cry I take my life
All because of you and your strife
* I lost all my friends because i picked my SISTER over them. True friends should not make you choose and they should not make you cry. so if you have a really true friend remember to tell them how you feel cause you never know what tomorrow brings. *
