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*this is long but i hope you read the whole thing and please leave a comment or vote i would appreciate it thanks*

why must i always be stressed
why cant all these thoughts go to rest
i sit here and think the only way to get rid of all these promblems in my life
is to use that knife
but.....
there is someone who makes me want to stay
that helps make all this stress and suicidal thoughts go away
this person means the world to me
she is the one that opened my eyes and helped me see
she is the only reason why i am here'
if it wasnt for her i would disappear
she makes all my sadness go away
i sit here and think about her everyday
how is it possible for me to feel this way
i never thought i could fall in love again so fast
she has made me forget about what happened in the past
she is the only reason i live on
if it wasn't for her i would be gone
the girl i am talking is Barbara Hayes
she is the one who has been helping me through all the crazy days
and i love her more than anything
she has helped me out with all my problems and everything
all i ever want to do is hold her tight
i lay on my bed late at night hoping she is alright
Barbara.... i wrote this poem for you
letting you know thank you for all these things that you do
and how my love for you will always be true
i love you no matter what
i am also letting you know that you are the only person i think about
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH