What its like

Going deep
staight into the pit of your soul
its pain and agony
as a whole

you cry in sorrow
and how much you hate life
you wish for all the pain to go away

no matter how much you lie to your self and others
it will never change or go away

it feels like a relief
somewhat of evaporating pain

once you take it all in
the pain is gone
but soon its to come back
itll be done