To death i go

Just stop you don't understand, i hate my life ill cut my hand
make the scars on my skin
to show who i am deep within

i hate myself cant you see
i cut myself to be free
i should be ugly don't you know
the scars are just a way to show

you never looked close before
I'm dieing inside i cant take more
you left me now, I'm all alone
my nightmares all begin to show

they hit, they shatter, they crush my dreams
all before i see the beam
the lights so bright and must i go
to heaven or hell ill choose my own