She's Really Gone.

Knowing you'll never read this, i continue to write...
Realizing I've lost everything all in one night
Losing you is worse than losing my life
And without you in it, nothing seems right

Being with you made me the happiest person alive
Only to watch you leave me for an ordinary guy
Tonight wasn't right but neither were my lies
I'm so sorry i hurt you but tonight only I'll cry

You may think that we aren't meant to be
But i KNOW you are only meant for me
In life we all make mistakes..
But I've made too many and getting you back is too late.

I'll take all of my pain and swallow it
Knowing it's killing me, only you could've stopped it
But i know you're gone forever
And will live a life with someone you think is better
But even if you never read this letter
I know that I'll always love you Heather

My last chance was already blown
And now you're with Vance
Leaving me all alone
I know you probably hate me and this stupid poem
But i love you more than anything
And you're the most special girl I've ever known

I know you'll never forgive me but that's OK
I understand why you left me and why u didn't stay
I'll blame myself and no one else for him taking my spot
Even though it hurt me the most when you said you loved him Alot

My heart literally stopped nor could i speak
My throat was in a knot as my body grew weak
Because I'll love you Forever and not only for this week
I'm so sorry Heather but if there's a heaven
Maybe that's where we'll meet.