The feeling of being lonely really bores me
i have no one to trust or share lust
I've been condensed to no feelings at all
not been able to shed a tear
nor be scared of any of my fears
theres only me, just myself
fear of getting close to anyone else
theres only me, an outcast
different from the rest
doesn't give a damn nor knows whats best
this is me, the one who doesn't care
who's feelings wont be truly revealed nor constantly shared
this is me, the one who doesn't bother to care about the future
tries to forget the past
and in the present ,wanting to find a love that'll last
my mind is all diluted, confused and scared
diluted, suffering from heartbreak n pain, weak end
confused to know whats right and whats wrong
scared who to trust and who to hate, who is real and who is fake
my heart is weak in need for more love
weaker it gets everyday
dieing slowly with no signs of pain
I'm selfish, my hearts broken in half
for not caring about the ones i loved from the past
which concludes why I'm feeling lonely, no love at all
Ive been afraid to let myself fall
