Sitting here all alone
watching the night fall into the day
hoping and wishing
wishing and dreaming
that one day this will be over
one day in the near future
when i can smile again
when i can look one deep in the eyes and tell them...im not afraid
i cry myself to sleep
have nightmares of me dead
cant help but try to live through it all
whilst my life still wastes away
there is nothing in my way, but one shadow standing in the darkness,
hiding from who i really am
hiding from what this could bring
hiding from horros in the past
horrors that cant be hidden from
past is wicked
future bleak
should i tell???
only darkness can light this tunnel
the tunnel i am trapped in
the one with no end
