Behind Me

I feel behind,
Like I am not in the game,
I know your just being kind,
Stop treating me,
Like I dont know,
Talking behind my back,
Ruining my piece of mind,
Not letting me be,
Is there something you lack?;)
I wish you could understand,
What you do to others,
Can't you see,
You are gaining nothing,
Everything is not planned,
Because the anger smothers,
Everything your ever going to be,
I hope one day,
You will grow up,
And realise that that isn't the way,
To get around,
I hope others flee,
From your immature hate,
I hope someone kills you inside,
Without a sound,
So you know what it's like to be,
Everything like me,
I hope you will see the dark,
So you too can be afraid,
Of the stark,
Contrast of life and death,
Bringing you down,
Is not my aim,
I wont sink to your level,
But I wont drown,
Not to your words,
Because they are weak,
The cause unknown,
You better thing fast,
Because this anger inside,
Will not last.