Lost, sad, and lonely

Lost in my own mind
Never knowing what to do
I cant just rewind
And make my life new
So completely empty
My feelings so twisted inside
My heart is so harshly broken
Wishing i could just hide
I wonder how he is doing
Does he even care?
Is he happy with his new life?
Or is it just a nightmare?
Does he know I'll always love him?
Does he know I'll always care?
Will things ever be the same?
This i will always fear
My heart is crushed, twisted, and smashed
Never knowing what to do
My mind has now officially crashed
All because of you.