Look behind you
An unsettling gaze
Don't worry you'll get over it
Its just a faze
Sure if you say it enough
Then maybe it would be true
Not many know about it
Only just a few
I'm hiding
Just like you
Hiding from this chaos
And you are too
Its scary and new
The need to feel and see the blood
The tears came in torrents
and the blood in floods
Hiding in this on-coming horror
Awaiting a peaceful day
Look innocent for some reason
Until you can just walk away
Run to your shabby room
And lay on your bed and cry
Notice how no one See's you
And how they always lie
But you can't prove it
They are lying at once
Its happening again
You've been labeled a dunce
But you can't help it
Sometimes it doesn't fade
"Ohh-whoo, you're so cool
You're oh-so bade (awesome)"
Its what you always hear
And you'd like to think their right
But you know deep down inside
That night, tears you'll fight
A war raging inside you
And you can't seem to win
So you take some pills to fight it
And you watch the world spin
A twirl and a whirl
And you've gone down the drain
Then you run outside in the open
And stand in the cold rain
You don't have an idea
Of how bad this really can be
You don't know of the horror
Or the war inside of me
You can say you here for me
And you'll catch me from my fall
But you won't ever save me
No none of you at all
You can say you'll help me out
But we all know thats such a lie
But boy doesn't it suck,
If i happened to die?
Sure you can say they'll miss me
But their the ones who killed me inside
And they weren't there to hear me
So when asked i simply lied
You can't blame me
I mean, its your fault you didn't see
Its your fault you ignored the signs
Its your fault for not seeing me
