Problems come and go....
but for me they stick around
between loosing friends and family
death and fighting
is taking control
running my life
whether i like it or not
crying and trying
does shit
speaking to god
making me have a fit
how can you do this?
your supposed to love everyone
why am i different?
you've taken everything i;I've had..
Jason, Ryan, ad my best of friends....
what is it gonna take?
my life?
knifes and razors don't do the trick
maybe i should fall underneath some bricks?
nothing works....
not even books
I've been through hell and back...
things get better then i fall.
I get into a depression
where nobody can help
not even the best of doctors.
talking does nothing
god is supposed
to be there to answer
your prayers
but where is he?
taking the people
i love the most
isn't the answer
I beg you please don't
do this anymore.
I pray to you god
don't let me suffer
anymore...
