I want to die

Sit there and tell your lies.

Kill me now I want to die.

no one knows and no one cares,

My secret shame.

They all just stare.

They do not see,

The pain in my eyes,

or how i hold it in, and try not to cry

I slice my arms across my veins,

and watch my sadness drain away.

20 pills to kill the pain.

I watch my life fade away.

Lost and alone,

In a damp ,dark room.

Trying to die. . . is it happening too soon?