DEPRESSION

I'm hurting inside and the pain won't go away,
It seems to grow more painful each and every day.
My problems at school and problems at home,
Makes me want to be alone.
I don't know if it's depression,
Or if it's just that i need someone's attention.
But what ever it may be,
It's really getting to me.
I think i need help but for some reason won't tell,
My problems getting so bad that for any little reason i tell my brother "burn in hell".
The only person i had to talk to is no where around me,
So with out her in my life i can't seem to see.
My future looks dark and i don't know where I'm going to be,
But if i keep feeling the way i am then i might just be under six feet deep.
I'm sitting in my room with this blade to my wrist,
But then i start thinking about the things in life that I'm going to miss.
I found out today that my niece isn't my niece at all,
And when i read the test results of the DNA test my body went weak and i wanted to fall.
How could I've been lied to for six years?
And now all i do is cry all my tears.
I love that little girl with all my heart,
But when i found this out My whole world fell apart.
If I'm not here in the future just read this poem and you'll know why,
And when you find out what happened to me please don't cry.