I had this relationship, yeah only one
about to have a second, one with a gun
the one in my hand
pointed right at my head
the one thats gonna put
my life to it's end
Missery has got me into a tissy
my mind is always on it
I can't keep busy
so I'm out, I'm gone
I'm gonna do it this time
I'm not a chicken, I'll do it
Don't worry, you'll be fine
You don't need me anymore
And I don't need you
Opps I lied, I still love you
But you don't, that's ok
so I got you to blame
for this torture
for this mortchurary game
It's cocked and loaded
It's ready to go
finger squeeze the trigger
it's about to blow
knock me to the ground
where I'll lay till I'm found
Then I'll be bound
And taken from town
But it's ok
it's better this way
one less worry
in your day to day
See I do the same thing
like just last night
I saw you with him
couldn't get you out of my sight
I felt sick to my stomach
Tears came to my eyes
I felt like I didn't want to live
I wanted to die
And it's not the first time
they've haunted me for awhile
but there back in full force
And I'm in denial
So while I'm still here
I'll let you live with the fear
Of me going on
with out you, out of here!
