The woman she became

The days got colder,
And the nights got darker.
Thinking about her fathers suicide,
Life just got harder.

He didn't say good-bye,
He didn't say he loved her.
She went off to school ,
Not knowing what was about to occur.

Holding and knife in one hand,
And a gun to his head in the other.
She got a message on her phone,
Not knowing it was her mother.

Screaming and crying,
Turn it to channel eleven.
God sent him on his way,
To his place in heaven.

If only she knew,
What her father had in plan.
She wouldn't leave him alone,
She would of given him a hand.

But there is no turning back time,
She had to live life as it came.
Life as a teenager,
Was nothing to the woman she became.

Not a true story just wanted to write a poem about something
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