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by Nikki   May 23, 2005


~Its really long, but please read.~

Where did you go?
And why did you leave?
Why didn't you stay right here with me?
Couldnt' you have stayed here?
Do you wish you had?
Oh why did you leave me when everything went bad?
You know you could've saved me from this swirling dark abyss.
With you it would've been way easier to see through this dark mist.
My grief and stricken terror, do they cause you pain?
Seeing me going through all this does it make you go insane?
In my eyes can you see it?
That black that you put there.
When you threw me in this dark whole could you hear my despair?
Did you see all the light fade from my eyes when you choked me with your disguise?
All those days of happy funny cheers, does it hurt now to see yourself in the mirror?
When you choked the light out of my life was it because I caused you strife?
Did you not know you where my air to breathe?
With you in my life I would never leave.
But after I felt your dagger enter my heart I knew you would lead me to a horrifying start.
I never thought your evil could go with me this far, always thought this bleeding wound would heal into a scar.
So you like what you see and like what you've done?
Do you like being my black moon and my silver sun?
Do you like my blood all over your hands?
Does it make you feel more like a man?
Do you like playing God in this world of stage?
Do you like playing satan and giving me all my pain?
This torture of my life is all just a game to you, it was in the beginning, and believe me its still new.
You have no idea what you've caused me, you cannot imagine my grief.
You could never imagine that because of you death's who I want to meet.
Why can't you just kiss me and melt the ice away?
Just come here and hold me and I'll always, always stay.
But of course you won't grant me that, you would rather just play.
But don't you know if you bleed for me, I'll never go away.

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