A revelation...I really did not want to make...
Intimidation...something that is just too much to take...
Perfection...never.
Illusion...perhaps.
Is this the obstacle that I must come to face?
Is this "so-called perfection" what makes me unattainable?
If so...I would throw it all away.
I always try my best, but I am not perfect...
People have wanted me to be, but I can't, I won't, and never ever will be.
I have many flaws...
I have many insecurities...
If only you knew what you do not see...
That my biggest weakness is you, when you look at me.
You bring me up...
yet, you pull me down.
My life is like a roller coaster
going round and round.
Spinning and swirling
My life is a ride.
I just wish that you were always here to experience it with me, by my side...
Stupidity is what I sometimes feel.
What is the element that makes one truly whole and real?
Is it independence, love, family, pride?
Sometimes I just want to runaway from it all and hide...
Maybe I will never know...
Maybe it is something in me that is just seeking for the right time to grow...
There is just one thing that I must confess...
Ever since I met you, I'm always left to guess...
