On a day so cold and dark
i lay here trembling in frear
for what you are about to hear
is a very sad story about someone
i hold dear.
One cold winter day,when all the trees were bare.
I lay under a oak tree.Thinking about my dear.He
was the one i held close to my heart,And without him
my life is falling apart.I invited him to come,And sit under
this old oak tree.I waited and waited,But he didn't show.
Now I'm wondering,What happened why isn't he here.
Was it something i said.Oh no i have so many fears.
I left that old oak tree at half past nine,I went to his house
to see what's a stir.His mother answered the door.All dressed
in black,and i thought i saw tears for sure.I asked her what was
wrong.She did not reply.I knew something was wrong,But why oh
why.Then her husband came to the door.He was in a black suit.
I asked him what was wrong.He told me to come in and sit down.
I wasn't very sure i wanted to know.Those aren't the best words a
girl would like to hear,so i went in the house and sat down.His mother
and father joined me.They tryed not to cry or to shed a tear.By this
time i was full of fear.They tryed to explain it in words that wouldn't hurt
me.I asked them were is he?They started to cry.Now i knew who it was
about,but why oh why!They said that he was dead.They claim it was
suicide.They said I'm oh so sorry,but that didn't help.I never got to tell
him how i felt.I left their house Immediately.I ran in the dark.I couldn't stop
crying for i was oh so hurt.I wondered why he did it!was it cause of me?
