Still

4 months passed since you've been gone
Still to this day, your body I long

I still can't get over the fact
That you're up in heaven and ain't coming back

I still love you with all my heart
And I know when we meet, we'll never part

Everyday I still wonder if you loved me so
This one thing, I just got to know

I wish we were together once again
I want just one thing, your love to win

I want you here holding me in your arms
Loving me with every beat of your heart

Why did I have to lose you?
Was that my punishment for making us both feel blue?

I only think of you and it's breaking my heart
Trying to keep it together but only falling apart

I still love you Chris no matter what
And I'll remember us when times get rough

This poem is dedicated to my ex-boyfriend who died Jan. 15, 2005. May he rest in peace. I will always love him....