Don't want to lose

Cold and unknown
To you and this belittled place
Lost in a crowd to big
Just another cutter with no face
I am there
You can’t see
Why I cut
Why I’m me
I don’t have an answer
To that question of unease
I try to win over your happiness
I just try to please
It never seems to work!
Its so damn unfair
That I can be here
But you don’t know I’m there
Trying not to give up
No I don’t want to be done
I won’t lose it to you
You have not won
Hiding without shelter
Hiding in your sight
Fighting the temptation
Knowing your wrong and I’m right
Lost In yesterday
Gone in tomorrow
Can’t find a light to follow
Just drowning in my sorrow

---Rhys---
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