Suicidal Love

She's Hugging Him
She's Holding Him
She's Kissing Him
My World.. My Love.

Why Isn't That Me?
Oh God Why
I Don't Understand.
He Was Mine Now Hers

Oh How Much I Love Him
But He Doesn't Love Me
He Loves ''Her''
And ''Her'' Isn't Me

I Cry Every Night.
Cut Myself Every Night.
Wishing Suicide Upon Me.
... Every Night.

Over A Guy..
This Isn't Like Me
But He Isn't Some Guy
He Was My Guy!

A Bloody Knife
Laying Still On The Ground.
Blood Dripping Of The End.
Me Laying Still Beside It.

Why Did This Happen?
Why Must Death Come Upon Me.
It Was All Because.
That ''Her'' Wasn't Me.

This Poem Is A Heartbreak Flow Which Is Upon A Crucial Breakup..