Ill always be beside you

Hold on they say
You\'ve got nothing to lose
Life or death its something i have to choose
The one i love is gone
upon the choosing to take a few pills
Her dad beat her
and didn't even care
Her mom was too busy getting high
She didn't see that her daughter wanted to die
I miss her each and every day
And i cant help but pray
To take me to meet her
To hold her again
To make it the end of my life
She shook it off
and acted as if she was happy
But i could see
that she wanted to be
someplace else
I would hold her tight
And tell her everything's going to be
alright
Its pretty tough
knowing that my love wasn't enough
I told her if she needed me i would always be there
as i would stare deep in her eyes
I could see the tears she feared to cry
and all the lies burried deep inside
She didn't want the world to see
what was happening
When i heard she had committed suicide
It made me feel like i was the one who actually died
So all i could do was stand beside what i always told her
which was wherever you go ill be with you
So there was only one thing left to do
I took out a pen and wrote out a list
of all the people i would surely miss
But i have to see my love again
so this is finally the end