Have You Ever

Have you ever felt that you missing so much more.
that you haven't found that right open door.
Have you ever felt that no-one truly cared for you, when someone did.
They were right in-front of your eyes since you were a kid.
Have you ever felt so lost and confused,
that you were mentally abused.
Have you ever felt so deeply in love and then have it all be crushed.
Then all there would be left is just plan lust.(that everything was gone, even the comforting trust)
Have you ever fell into an imaginary black hole, but couldn't crawl out.
So all you could do is scream and shout.
Have you ever fell into someone's arms thinking that they would catch you, but then just let you fall.
Then you tried to get back up, you gave it your all.
Have you ever been told that you were nothing.
That you weren't important to someone or something.
Have you ever been yelled at for no wrong.
To sit there and listen all night long.
Have you ever been hurt by what you held so near.
This is everything I fear.
Have you ever felt any of this?