The long GoodBye

I long to find an answer
but yet you cannot see
see exactly what your doing
and how your causing me to be

you were my angel of being
and made me feel drawn
but yet all i see is the emptiness
because you are gone

i sit and think
and drift in a gaze
of all the things we were
and then i drift in a daze

i help you when you
needed me there
and when was hurt
you just left me bare

you left me hurt Alan
and made me want to die
can you see Alan
our friendship was just a long goodbye