My life

I sit here watching my life passing by,
the experiences and loss brings a tear to my eyes,

some not all good like i had hoped
i look back and wondered how i coped,
it kills me not to see his face,
i try to find him but he leaves no trace,
when i say hello a reply would be nice but he just stares so quiet like mice,
it feels like i have done something wrong,
i don't want to show it, i have to be strong,
he seems so shy like theres something hidden
in his heart like I'm forbidden,
all i ask is for him to discover
i have feelings for him
there isn't another
i hate walking down that way
it reminds me of when we were there every day,
as the lockers is where we would meet,
when i saw his face my heart skipped a beat,
see him now but its not the same
theres no conversation i guess I'm to blame
miss being there walking down that path
i was there with him, till he got in his car,
i would wait for him,or he would wait for me,
thats the way it happened to be
i felt we had some thing so special in hand
like we felt the same ,but now i don't understand
what has happened over the 6 week break
that has changed the vibe,
what did it take from being so close
then to not talking at all
it hurts so much,
its feels like hes put up a wall
i cant break it down
its stuck there like glue
will it ever come down
will i ever have you
theres part of me missing
he once filled that space
it hurts so much just to see his face..