Someone once told me that suicide’s not the way out,
God, things today make me want to shout.
I can’t fight this feeling in me anymore,
Please let me go.
I can’t stay here any longer,
Because I have lost, and made you all the stronger.
Why do I stay here,
And watch my heart wilt away?
I’ve crumbled into nothing,
I’ve sank down into the depths of my own depression.
God, why won’t I ever listen?
I’ve been dancing around this fire for so long,
Letting my life linger on.
Soon I shall jump into this fire,
For they’ve left me with me desire.
People say suicide is bad,
But I must confess,
I can no longer handle being sad.
Tragedy strikes me well,
Because God had cursed me,
And put me in this hell.
I’m so scared,
I can’t take my life.
I love you way too much,
To even think about not being in touch.
Even though,
I can not see you,
Nor you see me,
Our lives are made up of one destiny.
My place is here on Earth,
Waiting silently here on my perch.
Love has entrapped me,
And rescued me from my misery.
You, have entrapped me,
And taken me to my fantasy.
Thank you so much,
For never giving up.
Even though I have my bad days,
The sun always rises,
And comes my way.
You are my sun,
You are my life,
You are my reason,
For living through the night.
So, I sigh a sigh,
And brace for this next night,
To come by.
