This is a song a am working on its not good but its in progress.
I'm drowning in ocean of self hate
I'm looking through the flaming gate
I'm listening to your silent screams
I close my eyes and begin to dream
All i see is your face
God please come and save me from this place
the memory of what you did
all the painful thoughts i thought i hid
everything is coming back to me
when you need your life,you didn't see
I'm drowning in an ocean of self hate
I'm looking through the frozen gate
I'm listening to your silent screams
I close my eyes and begin to dream
I can see your actions
Tell me though,did you get satisfaction?
I hear your screams in my soul
I need the answers to become whole
Why would you take your blade?
the memories of you will never fade
I'm drowning in an ocean in self hate
I'm looking through the flaming gate
I'm listening to your silent screams
I close my eyes and begin to dream
and i can't believe I'm admitting this
but your the one I'll always miss
I remember your blood dripping
I was there watching your skin ripping
I was there and saw your fears
I tried not to realize the end was near
I'm drowning in a ocean of self hate
I'm looking into the flaming gate
I'm listening to your silent screams
I'm closing my eyes and having this dream
So you may have left me alone
you may be gone and thats well known
you'll never be around through the seasons
tell me now did you have your reasons?
so leave me if you want
and no more memories of what i thought
i was drowning in that ocean
i was looking through that gate
i used to hear your silent screams
i have me eyes open your no longer in my dreams
