How did this happen?
I feel so vulnerable and hurt.
You have the key to my heart.
Yet you will not use it.
You have received a higher calling.
I am left alone.
I feel scared because I thought I liked you.
Yet as time progresses, I now realize I love you.
Why must life be so cruel?
I feel like such a fool.
I love what I know I cannot have.
Why must it be this way?
Each day I grow more scared to even talk to you.
Would you dare talk to me if you knew?
Seeing you, hearing you, hugging you
It brings me so much pleasure, yet so much pain.
I don't even know how you feel.
It would break my heart, for you to say...
You just don't feel the same way.
I was never looking for love.
Love sort of found me.
Yet I don't know whom to tell.
I am in solitude with sorrow.
Yet I still hope I will hear from you tomorrow.
Why did my heart pick you?
I want what I cannot have.
Loving you makes me feel so sad.
Yet I still want you to want me so very bad.
My body is full of emotions that I have never felt before.
I just don't know what will happen if you ever unlock the door.
Will you walk through the door to my heart and soul?
Will you leave me all alone?
I wish I knew your thoughts so I would not feel naive.
Please don't go. Please don't leave. I don't know how I would breathe...
