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Hello...
Ok first of all who is the one talking s h i t? If I read right you just called me a b i t c h! I'm not sure that I ment all the things I said... but I do know you've been cause me alot of stress! I'm living for my baby's health now, you see I only need me and my baby! I have another life to live for and i will not allow you stress to get me down and kill my baby. You mean alot to me, and I will not lie I do miss you a little but. I know I caused alot of pain and I never really meant to be that mean. I just felt like I lost one of the greatest things in my life (JAY) and it seemed like it was just time to lose everything. You gave uup in the time i needed you the most. I was pushing you away but really I was trying to say stay, I need your help. I think you irratate me because we are so much a like and I see me in you and I have such a passionate hate for myself! I always wanted us to be so much a like so I don't know why I treated you that way! They say that when you're pregnant the one closest to you bothers you the most! I know we are going to have to talk about this but I don't know when or even if that day will come! I hope you still think about me, I hope you still care! I will always have a strong love for you, there will always be that special spot in my heart that belongs to you! I know you will do good in life and succeed which is something I couldn't manage to do! You don't deserve the pain from me so keep smiling and be happy, just let me go in style. This will either make us stronger or it will be goodbye. Stay strong, I have faith in you! GOD BLESS!!!