Lost

Forgotten friendship in the past
Who would have known it couldn’t last?

The inseparable are separate
The seas have parted way.
And when the water is gone
The deserts here to stay.

Why is it me?
Why should I care?
Why am I the one?
The one who can’t be fare to myself
And see what I’m worth.

I am still me without you
And that’s all I’ll ever be.
I should embrace that
And set myself free.

Free from my mind
And my repetitive thoughts.
Free to be me
And love what I’ve got.

Until I learn to love me
You will linger in my mind.
Remembering the good times
Never thinking of the bad.

My life hands in the balance
With my emotions paying the cost.
Now knowing how to be free without you
Just knowing that I’m lost.

I need to get through this on my own
I need to learn that I am never truly alone.