Life...Dreams...and no Happiness

Life's such a wreck
It's not so easy to get through
We're not all like queens and kings in a deck
but no one thinks like i do
Some think life is fun and games
Others wish they die in vein
Girls only go for the fame
Guys only go for the girls who are sane
I'm not like that at all
You wouldn't understand
My life is so dull
Wish someone would lend a hand
I don't think about how life is so great
I just sit here and I waste away
As time gets late
I dream of things that are hard to say
Blood, Torture, Guys, and Sex
It's hard to sleep when these things are running through my head
I dream of things I can't confess
I even think of my love one's dead
So next time you think life is working wonderfully
Everything is going your way
Think of me carefully
If you may
Think about how wonderful my life is
and suffer like I do
You try going through my head in bliss
Then notice that everything around is dark and cold like I expected it to....