I'm not going to hurt anymore

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My spirit has been smothered,
My soul broken,
My world torn,
I’m hurting.

Is it really better
To feel this pain
Than to never
Feel again?

Am I better broken
Than dead?
Am I better hurting now,
Than carry on being led?

Is it worth it?
Did I really care this much?
If so then why is it gone?
I can no longer feel your touch.

Your voice is silent to me
Your image has made me blind
I can’t feel you now
Your scent I cannot find

You said you wouldn’t hurt me
You said you wanted me
You said you would never lie.

You have hurt me,
You don’t want me anymore
You lied.

I can’t cry anymore
I can’t scream or shout
I can’t express any emotions
I drown in the sea of doubt

You act like you don’t know why I won’t touch you,
Why I won’t hold your hand,
You treated me so badly,
Brushing me away like a grain of sand.

You haven’t even ended it properly,
You keep me on a string
But I’m not your emotional puppet
Your little play thing.

I don’t want to hurt anymore.

I want to stop playing your game now,
I want to stop feeling empty
I want to stop loving you
I want to stop seeing your face when I cry.

I’m hurting myself when I see you,
I hurt myself by saying yes
It has to end now
I’m not gonna hurt anymore.

I’m cutting you off.
Your sore from her
I’m not her
Don’t hurt me the way she hurt you.
I’m not gonna hurt anymore.

You cant hurt me now.
I’m not going to hurt anymore.
I don’t want to hurt
I don’t want to cry.
Leave my heart alone
Just say goodbye.

I’m not gonna hurt anymore.