I wish

I wish i wish w/all my might
i didn't have to cry to sleep at night,
i sit beside my bed and weep,
for the lord my soul to keep,
to please fufill my deadly fate,
so I may arive at heavens gate,
my soul will be happy for more than an hour,
and i shall escape the devils glower,
please lord my soul do take,
and let me die before i wake,
I love you all i swear i do,
i just wish you'd love me too,
please don't hate for what i've done,
my soul, my heart finally won,
i was selfish you are right
and from my life i took flight,
that doesn't change how i feel,
i just hope that you can deal