My name is Jen

.My name is Jen,
I am but 10,
I lie awake,
In my bed,
I get out of my bed,
To turn off the light,
Bump my head,
And crawl back into bed,
And fall asleep.
Early next morning,
As I sit up in my bed my dad comes in and says,
"Get the heck out of bed”
I quickly get up,
I felt very dizzy,
My dad still stands here,
Everything was so fuzzy,
I ask him to leave,
He says \"after you’re dressed”,
Then I walk down a step of the stairs,
And my dad pushes me down the rest,
I stand back up,
But he pushes me back down,
When he walked away,
I crawled around,
Eventually I reached the table,
And eat my breakfast,
Afterwords I watch some cable.
I noticed sitting there 20 empty bottles of beer,
So I turned my head,
And see more so I fear,
I realized my parents were drunk,
Through my eyes,
I see them sitting,
Staring at me,
I knew this was bad,
I had to get away,
So I grab a knife,
I Ran up to my room,
As my dad screams don\'t end your life,
I yelled its to late,
You\'ve done to much damage,
And I slammed my door,
And turned off the light.
My name is Jen,
I am but 10,
Tonight I lie here,
Dead in my bed