Not titled poem

My mind goes slow
My mind is breaking
My heart beats slowly, while it desires someone breaking
I hide so much, so much from this place, this place that gives me sadness, my love, my faith, everything that goes wrong, everything that goes out of place, everything that is not very special, I am right at this place, I slowly break in tears, wondering why I am at this place, burning my inside slowly, slowly in this deserted place,
Everyone wants me to help them, but they always end up bursting in tears, they slowly give me the look that they are in fear, I ask them to stop crying, I ask them to stop everything, I ask them to shut up, and to get the hell away, away from a person like me, they run away in fear, as I stare in their feared eyes, I wish for myself to be free, free from this locked up dark mind.

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-yellowrose