You think i wont do it?

Staring at the sky
Tears that cease to fall.
the only thing i wish....
is to end this all....

When i leave this place
i doesn't matter where i go.
As long as I'm out of this broken home
I'll bury myself alive.
Every tear I've cried it drowns me inside
The blood rains from the sky razors falling...
The blood calling.

You left my side i no longer wish to survive.
This never ending sadness
its retarded.
My heart is breaking
My body is shaking

wanting to leave this earth
in a pimped out hearse.
It the only curse that never fails to hurt

You'll be sorry. i gave you the signs
you think i wont try to go die.
You say i wont do it
you fuel my fire.
You give me the strength to fulfill
my desire.
As i lie there across my floor
Just thinking me and you could have been more