Finding Myself

Pondering away wondering what I’ve done
Never knowing the real me, always confused
Stop to think, nothing comes
Wondering around never ending

Endless thoughts always coming
Thinking on past and present
Waiting for my true calling
Never comes

Never coming, always waiting
Hope you’ll find me, always here
Never knowing how I feel
Cannot bare to find out

Voices inside screaming
Take them away
Always inside screaming
Take them away

Always here never gone
Can’t find the real me
Trying trying trying
Never hard enough