Afraid Now

You were always right here
it you you and me from the start
I never would have thought
that you'd be the one to break my heart

make me cry myself to sleep at night
can never get you off my mind
I always thought you loved me
but I guess I was just blind

you made my heart so cold
afraid to love anyone again
I need you to be with me still
and I need this heart to mend

because of you
I'll never trust like I used to
you told me so many lies
so much pain you put me through

but I'm trying to forget it all
I'm afraid of my own memory
I want to let it all go
because I never thought this is how it'd be

you always told me that true love doesn't have a happy ending
because true love never ends
and maybe we never had true love
and we were just better as friends

I don't know how to trust anyone else
and I'm always so afraid of another broken heart
all I ever needed was you
when you left, my world fell apart