Goodbye

You'll never really understand,
Why i decided to kill myself,
You'll never clearly see what i went through,
You'll never understand the cuts,
You'll never understand the scars,
You'll never understand why i cried,
But most of all you'll never understand why i died,
But to tell you the truth i didn't want to go,
I had to i coud'nt take the beatings,
He made me dig my own grave,
He Beat me bloody every chance he got,
This is his wish not mine,
God i pray to you please save me from his drunken fist.

Yeah i know it sucks but hey i had to get this off my chest...yeah its true!