Dear stomache (anorexia) pt.2

by TaTtErEdXhEaRt   Jun 7, 2005


Dear stomach,
Well its me again and this time its to say..
I'm sorry that your rumbling, but i cant eat today..
My brain tells me that I'm hungry,
but the mirror says I'm not..
For once i want a guy to look and say..Wow that girls hot..
I feel like such a loser, nothing fits me right..
I want to be the sexy girl, with clothes a lil too tight..
Only these hips are more like mountains, and these legs like stretching seas..
And 86 pounds is way too much for me..
Its sad cuz I'm still ugly..after all I've done..
And everyone says I'm too skinny, but i know i weigh a ton..
They tell me i have to fight it, try and be alright..
But they don't understand how i feel every night..
When i close my eyes, i see those pretty girls..
Whose eyes light up and sparkle, the ones with bouncy curls..
Someday i hope I'm better..
Cuz i don't wanna be..the kind of girl that people look at and barely see.

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  • 18 years ago

    by JL

    awesome job its sad u went thro that ive seen my friends go thro that & its not fun but neways great job 5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by TaTtErEdXhEaRt

    thanks so much..yes this is me. well was me.. ive been institutionalized for it and gotten over it...this is actually a poem i wrote after i left the first place i was in..the first part to this poem, happened before and during the time i was there. that was 3 years ago. Im at a normal weight now and doing so much better. and its people like you that helped me realize that i love myself for me and not for how i look. thank you so much.
    -kaylie

  • 18 years ago

    by †JustAri†

    Awwwwww this is a very personal poem, i can tell. Hang in there, grrl, if u ever wanna talk, Ari's here. Peace and Luv, //ari\\

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