I have you as a friend who used a knife to feel better but I will not pity you because you chose this and I do know that you do have a pretty messed up life and for that I do feel bad but why use the knife to feel better it hurt you more than it made you feel better I hope you know you disappointed me and a lot of other people.
Hope you stop cause it will make you feel better about yourself and if you need help just call me.
