My Shyness

In my child years I was always shy,
In my teen years now shyness is like my habit and I don't know why,
My shyness has been taking over me,
My shyness just doesn't want to leave,
My last boyfriend dropped me because of my shyness,
Ever since that happened he dropped all of my happiness,
My shyness doesn't want me to meet people,
After being dropped because of it I rather just be single,
My shyness doesn't hide behind close door,
My shyness makes people runaway from me that wants me for them to adore,
My shyness makes me stand alone most the time,
My shyness makes me have a lot always on my mind,
My shyness most of the times puts me as a loner,
My shyness makes me wonder is this is how I'm going to be forever,
My shyness bothers me alot,
My shyness got to me when a friend of mine got shot,
My shyness doesn't give me much of bravery,
My shyness brings a lot of bad memories,
In my child years I was always shy,
In my teen years now shyness is like my habit and I don't know why,

*Note this is true, plz make your comments.

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