My suiside story

I see you walking down the street with her
and you tell her things you didn't tell me
so i run home and into my room
crying and yelling
trying to calm myself
so i run into the bathroom to take a lot of pills
because i don't deserve to live
because you're with her and not me
this life sux
this life is painful
because you're not with me
so i write a letter to my parents and my sister
i tell my sister that i love her
and this isn't her fault
i tell her not to cry
and be strong for mom and dad....
i tell mom that love her
and this isn't her fault
i tell her not to cry
and try to take care of sis so she doesn't become like me
and that I'll see her soon.......
i tell dad that i love him
and its not his fault
and to be strong and keep the family close
and I'll see him soon.....
see what you have dun to me?
my love for you was so strong
that i had to kill myself for it
maybe i should've listened to mom
when she told me guys were no good
but i didn't
and fell in love with you
and i hope you feel the pain
of my death
as i felt the pain
of you being with her