Waiting

I look at myself to try and see,
The realistic part of me.
My friends look down when I walk by,
Just because I did it with some guy,

I thought I loved him,
Just like everyone else,
My feelings are dim,
And now I don’t want to be with him,

It may take some time,
For everyone to realize,
I am sitting here waiting to see,
The realistic part of me,

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