You are in my mind all the time
Not a day goes by that I don't think about you
You will be in my life no matter what
There's nothing I can do
Do to change the past
Do to change the future
If you were here in the world
You would see how I am sure
Everyone tells me you are in a better place
I know that, that is true
Everytime that day comes or I think of it
I go insane I don't really know what to do
Sometimes I believe that it was my fault
My fault that you are gone and no longer here
In a way this world seems different without you
That in my heart there is a lot of fear
In my heart I wish I had powers
The power to turn back time
Knowing how the future is going to be
Heal all of your worries and pain with a bind
I love you so dearly
My life is different now that your gone
I miss you everysingle day
On that day I just sit by myself at the pond
That day after you left
I woke up and saw someone sitting in your chair
I started to cry because I knew it wasn't you
My heart just couldn't bear
I would do anything in the world
Just to see you again
Give you a big hug and tell you everything that's on my mind
I wouldn't even know where to begin
I know of course what the first thing would be
That's tell you how sorry I am for all the trouble I caused
Caused before you left us
Tell you other things I began to do
Of course they'd be good things
Of course some things would be bad
When I promise you I won't do those things again
I hope that, that will make you glad
I miss you Grandma
Too, too much
Maybe we'll see eachother in the future in some strange way
That way we can hold you all together in a bunch
