Stab me now

Lay me down on this bed of roses,
lay me down to die.
lay me down my dear lover,
cometh forward, don't be shy.
see, your doing me a favor,
your ending all the pain,
i figured out there is no happiness,
just an endless amount of bloodstains.
kill me with no regrets,
and don't you look back.
get up and be strong,
hold yourself intact.
this life ain't for me,
i wanna be reborn.
because I'm tired of feeling,
hopeless and torn.
so stab me my friend and lover,
with much joy and pride,
because you dint understand this pain.
and all my unheard cries.
dedicated baby