Truth Beneath The Lies

I wish I didn't love you
I wish I didn't care,
I wish I wouldn't cry at night
just knowing your not there.

I wish you'd never said them
those lies you said through words,
For when you said you loved me
you were really saying her.

I wish I had no feelings
just take away this pain,
I wish I had never met you
that day I see in vain.

How did I fall so hard
I was blind I could not see,
You were saying I love her
not that you love me.

So I sit here in a pool of tears
just wondering where it went wrong,
But then the truth it hits me
you loved her all along.